When Fabric of your sanity is endangered
You desperately look for reasons
To keep it intact
Afraid
Of being crushed
Under the debris of shattered hope
Then tell yourself..maybe it’s time to create one..
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What a profound thought… Don’t look for reasons to keep your sanity, create one!
Hold on, fight on to create hope,
Even when everything around comes undone.
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yeah. you really have to fight for it most of the times. if you let yourself fall you will never be able to come out of it. its insane and dark and sad in there
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True… The cosmos is made insane and dark and sad… It’s us who make it a place worth living in, don’t we!
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Thats the spirit!
I always thought i am the one sucking the light and darkening the place..
You have said it so beautifuly 🙂 o want to believe it
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The little bird and your words…..beautiful.
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I loved this bird and the moment. it was just sitting there. it was on a hill I was there with family and there were so many people but it just sat there like it didn’t care. 🙂
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Where are you?
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at home. why
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Thinking about you.. Thought better to ask. So feeling better?
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what were you thinking..I am not in an asylum or something as yet..
yea its a fight. a moment you are in depression next you just don’t know where u are.
had a full blown anxiety attack today it was hard to hide from sis but I managed.
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Don’t worry you’re strong. Just thinking, not bad or anything. Don’t hide Stoner. It will erupt sooner or later. All that taking in, not letting out isn’t good. That’s just an advice.
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I know but my sis wont be able to see a proper anxiety attack. she is very sensitive and already worried about me. just a few days then I will be on my own will be easier to handle myself.
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and please dont call me strong I am hating this word now.
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For me you’re, I’m having a bad week. Fought with everyone, literally. Don’t ask Why. Take care Stoner. Do tell me once you go back to Dubai. OK.
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I am in Dubai!
dont tell me you are here
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Baka you said you’re with family. I thought you went back. If I will be in Dubai, I will call you. OK.
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no my sis is here. in Dubai
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Your words goes perfectly with you picture. It’s beautiful. I hope you’re well.
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I am better. thanks alot 🙂
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Awesome poetry!
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honestly its one of the worst by me. its embarrassingly bad but just writing..finding some way to stay connected to people. shutting down was killing me.
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It isn’t bad poetry. You are just wishing that you felt better, but you are writing how it feels. It eill strike one person at least. Shutting down from writing will be way too lonely for a writer. You have beautiful words, beautiful art talent. One day when you look back at what you thought was the worst, you will realize it is only the worst you have felt, not the worst you have written.
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Honestly it taking so much effort its almost funny. Writing never took my this much effort.
Maybe you are right. This whole phase is bad.
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The thing is, you are doing it. This bad phase will end, something will come along and you’ll think, “wow, I’m so glad I am still here, look at what I would have missed!”
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I know it will. Thats how it works. But then there will be something else. Its life. Its just that sometimes everything accumulates and suddenly hit you.
Its been like 5 years i havent said wow i am glad to be here 😆 but its ok.
There will be something i am being prepared for. This is what i feel all the time.
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There have been years at a time when I have felt useless, worthless and all those other names we call ourselves. I’ve only felt as bad as you have been feeling one year out of my life. I met the man I ended up marrying the second time. I am positive he saved my life. It will come when you least expect it. I hope that is sooner, rather than later for you.
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Nice
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thanks 🙂
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For me this is the best so far on this theme. Mine response is obviously very close to my heart so will remain my personal best, but this one is such a beautiful expression and is certainly ‘out of the world’ by many miles.
I am sitting in star bucks and showing this wonderful response of yours to my wife and friends (weekly intellectual gang) and thoroughly appreciating it.
Great!!
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Little bird is going places literally. I love this picture too it speaks for itself.
I am glad you guys liked it. Thanks alot for appriciating 🙂
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