I think I’m doing something seriously wrong…
Everybody is writing with the alphabet I when I did that yesterday, when everyone else was writing with H…then I voice told me “hey, remember you were supposed to skip Sundays..”
Now I am thinking how do I catch up..maybe wont write for today and then write with J tomorrow..i don’t know..
So yeah, being a challenge-challenged person I ruined this one too. Honestly I wasn’t even surprised.
Talking about challenges. Im really struggling to stay healthy. I got alot of healthy stuff in groceries and got alot of dinner invitations suddenly…why God why????
Why people have to sabotage my efforts!
Why the world doesn’t want me to get fit!
Sometimes I feel the universe is conspiring against my fitness..it wants me to look like a planet..all round.
Round is my shape.
To top it all I saw a few fine lines on my face and I felt like I dinosaur. This is scary. What if some lab people keep me for experiments. I need to hide them especially for hospital visits. I saw a nurse eyeing my baby wrinkles.
I blame it on coffee..i have been drinking plenty of it lately and it dehydrates you and I haven’t been drinking enough water.
So I ran to extract green juice today. It can survive 3 days in sealed glass bottle in fridge. I read somewhere..so I will feel a little less miserable about myself for 3 days.
Yesterday I had another appointment…which turned into huge disappointment! An entire day got wasted. I dont even feel like writing about it, it was that useless.
Then the dinner was garnished with terribly tedious conversations. I think I think I sleep somewhere in between.
A girl was literally telling about how she prefers to change diapers of her kids..seriously?? What made you tell me that?? That’s probably the most irrelevant subject for me.
It’s like telling me about some cricket match.
But then the girl is actually nice and she started telling me how her in laws keep on nagging her for her little boy’s speech. Its such a horrible thing how can people even do that for a 2 year old kid.
That kid talks to me and I understand. Every child has its own pace of growth.
I learned to walk late when my sis was almost a gymnast at my age.
People need to keep their mouth shut about other’s kids at least. Parents are sensitive.
Well. Have another MRI today. I’m so used to of all of this. Yesterday a nurse took out a book to check color blindness and I said ..”ah Ishihara plates” (a little excited)
She replied “oh you know this one too”
No one can stop time
I don’t know why I said that.
Enough rambling for the day.
checked if I could squeeze “Luminescent” in this post…nope..doesn’t fit..
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