Just Jaded #NaPoWriMo #AtoZChallenge

I see
Awestruck
Ink and tears
Mingling
Then scarlet blood
Leaking from
My tired veins
Joining them
In erotic dance
Of freedom

I watch
Mesmerized
The patterns
Swirling in trance..
On the surface
Of clear water
A naked canvas
A vacant stage
To show their passion
Paint their prowess

I count
Calmly
My withering breaths
My fading beats
Clinging to the walls
Of my existence
Desperately
But losing the fight

I lay back
And watch
My soul rising
With the warm vapors
Sad..
Yet smiling
Back it me
Eulogizing me
For my decade long
Brutal war..

I lay back
Soaking in nirvana
Dissolving and defusing
In this art
Losing count
Maybe I am not dying yet
maybe..
I am just jaded..

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