And guess what i can’t kill mysrlf actually there is a big punishment if i do so the option left is to suffer in misery untill death has some pity on u.
But if u guys want to help pray it happens soon.
I am done and tired. Tired of fighting
U ll be doing us a huge favour. To me and my dad both because in the end he will be suffering with me.
Just pray i die naturally soon.
Its too much.
I will answer u all. I am sorry to scare u.
I am safe