I just recovered from a full blown panic attack..took too much stress on my little brain at once and poor thing couldn’t take it.
Again a few challenges were thrown my way. This time with a deadline. All at once. Such things are literally narrated to me like a court verdict. I get no time to think and plan. I have few month to reclaim my life.
On the other hand The daily post is leaving.
Today I saw the WPC and started looking for my first photo that I uploaded here on my blog…and it was this, my header image..
My eyes welled up.
I have written so many times about how I started this blog.
To sum it up I was in a very dark helpless state in my life and I had nothing to hold onto when I started journaling. Within 4 5 months my friend suggested I start a blog. I was at my mom’s place and there was a little notepad and a charcoal pencil..i sketched it..just like that. And took its picture.
Perfect depiction of stoner on a roller coaster.
And this journey began.
This symbol is so close to my heart. This is my All-Time Favorite image as this marks beginning of my blogging journey.
The blog grew the moment I started participating in word prompts and photography challenge.
So in total 13 months I earned 1912 followers.. this was power of this platform. I have no idea what I am going to do without it.
Some part of me is Broken beyond any chance of repair.
I am not very social in my real life but here I have amazing friends who have always stood up when I needed friends ..even family.
In these 1 and half year I lost my mom and my grandfather..i was really close to both..i have no idea what it would be like if I didn’t have my blog when my mom was counting day in another country and here I was stuck with my appointments swinging between anxiety and depression.
My friends here were with me all the time.
Mental illness hit my family in the most unexpected way and I saw my family falling apart. I could hear the haunting blast when the walls of my home came crumbling down.
I had suicide ideation twice and I had my blog friends holding me together when I was on the brink ultimate collapse.
I discovered myself. My own potential and got appreciated tremendously.
All this time I could feel invisible arms wrapped around me of people I don’t even know..and they certainly don’t know me..
A place that connected you to kindest souls on the planet is not going to be there. It’s like I am losing someone..
It’s such a huge loss.
It’s going to be very hard to say goodbye to this place.
P.s. I am not going anywhere!
Kindly visit my post Warriors Invited To Raise Mental Health Awareness where I am inviting Mental Health Warriors to submit their blog’s address so that we can join hands to control this wildfire.
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