An incoherent sleep deprived pile of batshit – Reblog

Raw and unfiltered account of what a lot of us have been through but maybe could never express.
it’s like a bucket of pain out of running stream. I don’t know what else to say.
I am grateful to our friend to share this with us.

Behçet's and Borderline

CW for rape, sexual abuse, physical abuse

I’m having a lovely time at my mother’s, but I’m really struggling with sleep. I’ve had three hours’ sleep for two nights in a row. I’m a bit of an emotional wreck, in all honesty. It’s (bizarrely) really decreasing my appetite, as well as my energy levels, motivation, ability to tolerate bullshit, and my emotional coping skills.

I’m probably going to spend the day sleeping and watching trash TV on Netflix. I’m not ashamed. Sometimes you just need to switch off and watch something really silly.

I would be eternally grateful for any sleep related advice because this is unsustainable and I’m very close to the point of constant crying and why the fuck do people bother wearing clothes that aren’t pyjamas anyway?

I’m sorry. Lack of sleep makes me nutty. I hate being nutty. I feel so stupid and out of control…

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