Either you succumb to life or you desperately look for some way to survive.
I chose the latter.
It’s not easy. It’s petrifying to say the least.
It’s an internal world war between all your fears.
But I if I see myself 5 years into future.. I don’t regret choosing to fight even if I lose an arm or leg.
Nothing feels better than freedom even if you are starving.
So, I was looking into a lot of options. Applying jobs blindly, looking for part time job options, on the same time trying not to drive myself insane.
All of this somehow pushed me to look into e-publishing/self-publishing all over again.
I did thorough research on it few months back then I stopped as my novel was in infancy.
But e-publishing a poetry book looks like an achievable feat.
I copied my poetry only from my blog and it made a document of 152 pages.
So, if I pick 50 best of them and polish them add my illustrations, it wouldn’t be too bad I guess. Just as an experiment.
But I don’t know if you can do that?? What do you guys say?
Published poets please help!
Then this took me to insta poetry. Apparently that’s a thing. I am stupid to be ignorant in that area.
So, I have just made an insta account with the same name “stoneronarollercoaster” would love to see you guys there too. It’s going to be a lot like this blog.
Life’s turning into a barbaric battlefield and I had to convince myself to accept the old overly used concept of “everything is fair in war”
Trying everything does overwhelm you.
It does exhaust and scare you and give you paralyzing nightmares.
But at least you won’t regret not giving it your best shot.
Kindly visit my post Warriors Invited To Raise Mental Health Awareness where I am inviting Mental Health Warriors to submit their blog’s address so that we can join hands to control this wildfire.
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