I hug my knees and curl like a fetus
And wait for this dark moment to pass
My eyes wide open still i cant see
I feel i am going blind
A constant ringing piercing my sanity
My perpetual mental bleakness
Is surely one of a kind
I am searching vacant spaces again
For happiness I will never find
It’s a moonless night of misfortune
Epitome of failure
Once again I’m losing my mind
I stretch my arm to hold onto something
I am dragging my body
Trying hard not to fall behind
I am hollow shell of a lost life
Screaming stories of deceit
Every plea rejected, every prayer declined
I have fallen into the void again
Thinking of a cottage of dream
Where once some promises were enshrined
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Kindly visit my post Warriors Invited To Raise Mental Health Awareness where I am inviting Mental Health Warriors to submit their blog’s address so that we can join hands to control this wildfire.
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These damn downtimes suck, but, I know that your light is only dimmed and will shine, shine, shine soon like your art. God bless you, friend… Prayers are all I have to offer… Hugs too, if you need them.
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Prayers is all we need at times. And at times like these especially. And thanks for having believe in me this means a lot.
Thank you so much for hugs and prayers.
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