Some times you feel the earth is rotating at double the speed.
Everything happening fast and you have to change decision 5 6 times a day. Everything is unpredictable.
Its makes you dizzy and exhausted.
Been mentally so busy last few days that i couldn’t focus on writing at all as I had to deal with some serious issues
I hate fears
And there is no life without them. At least in my case.
I get paranoid and here I mean really paranoid about 50 worst possibilities that may never happen.
But there are 50 thousand people and events that made me like this.
I hate to be afraid and I cant help it. Then I think about what-ifs and start to spiral.
I know at least 90%of the times my fears dont materialize. And I have dealt with the 10% and here I am. Alive and writing.
If I am writing that means I survived.
It’s just a ramble maybe a reminder. Life isn’t easy for anyone.
For some it’s way too difficult.
The worst actually happens and people survive.
And life continues and carries them on its wings.
I’m so tired of just getting scared that my vision has blurred. It’s not a joke.
The other day I was looking at videos of chinchillas and I was like..yep..that’s me on anxiety..
Wish fears didn’t exist.
What do you guys do when you feel crippled by thousands of worst what-ifs??
Kindly visit my post Warriors Invited To Raise Mental Health Awarenesswhere I am inviting Mental Health Warriors to submit their blog’s address so that we can join hands to control this wildfire.
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