Weird battle

I wrote last post crippling fear of what-ifs..well that should have been its title.

I might go change it.

So. I wrote about how I was glued in this web of doubts and my anxiety have been through the roof again.

Then you guys gave briliant suggestions.

I have been numb and dizzy so copying that here maybe a problem so u guys might wanna check that post and suggestions in comments on how to cope with fears like that.

I personally am struggling and fighting with needles sitting on mice when opponent is fully Hollywood style armored for battle on a big horse.

But I am trying. Just trying not to succumb.

It hurts when you know you have come a long way and you start to slip back in the same quick sand.

I worked hard to bring myself to relatively sane state (please don’t judge my mental situation by my poetry, it’s by default depressing).

I am using combination of all the advice and it’s kinda helping. At least I am writing. For half a day I couldnt even reply to comments. I felt numb and stiff. Let’s hope tomorow will be a better day.

Thanks for endless love and support πŸ€—


Kindly visit my post Warriors Invited To Raise Mental Health Awarenesswhere I am inviting Mental Health Warriors to submit their blog’s address so that we can join hands to control this wildfire.

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