Sometimes I feel like a time traveler
When your “go-to” becomes TOO “go-to” your complete attire acts as a time machine.
This happens when you don same clothes wear same lipstick and tie your hair the same way.
Walk the same street to eat the same food on the same day of the week from the same place.
Last night I had this weird feeling when I looked at my same face in the same lift going to same floor of my apartment building.
Perpetual deja vu couldn’t be more accurate.
I felt like time had stopped somewhere or I just entered the date of the last weekend in my time machine.
I was in actual auto-pilot mode.
At one point I felt like one of those Russian dolls. Just a painted hollow piece of wood.
I am ok but aftershocks will take time to calm down.
Oh, I heard my dad laugh today.. after months.
I don’t even remember the last time he laughed. it wasn’t with the same intensity, it was very scare careful laughter. Like he is afraid he might even go overboard with laughing or maybe afraid his happiness will be snatched away from him. It’s heart breaking.
But at least he heard him laugh.
I don’t understand life. I think nobody can understand life.
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True…very true
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Thanks 🙂
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;-)))
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🙂
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laughter is the best medicine “they” say! I hope you are able to hear him laugh again!
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InshAllah. I really really hope he keeps smiling and laughing and I get to hear his whole hearted infectious laugh again 🙂
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So Dad’s Ok?
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No. A lot going on with him
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Everything in peril will get sorted… Don’t worry.
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honestly. I just don’t know. I have no energy left to even think about what’s gonna happen.
how are you?
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Down in the drain is my mind…
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What happened ?
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Same old shit… Nothing new..
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Hmm hows health?
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I should be the one asking that question..
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no you can answer this question too for a change
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You answer first..
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In recovery.. now your turn!
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Same old shit..
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Is it on auto-reply or something 🤔
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As if, but it’s same old shit…
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😒
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I don’t understand this language..
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It’s annoyed side look
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Hi,
I loved this post, it beautifully expressed the poetry of life… of being… so…
I’ve nominated you for a Liebster Blog Award, you can ignore it or accept it, or whatever best suits you.
Here’s the link to my post: https://anupturnedsoul.wordpress.com/2018/11/19/liebster-award-2018-accepting-the-love/
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Thank you so much for appriciating the post and invitation.
Honestly not sure if I will ge ttime to accept it. Will come back to all the nominations one day hopefully.
Thanks a lot for nominating tho 🙂
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