Today was a crazy ride!
I am thrilled, so I won’t go into explaining a lot. Or I will never be able to end this post.
A coffee-less morning.
Terrible allergy and thunderous non-stop dry cough. Soup and humidifier (with tea tree oil) worked!
Then something terrible happened. A loved one of mine was doing something unfair to another (innocent) person. For a long time I found it hard to believe. Somewhere it breaks you when you see dark side of people, you have been considering a roll-model.
But then I did something. I spoke up. In a respectable and kind but firm manner. I told her she needs to think over and this doesn’t sound right. I don’t think it will make any difference in her decision but at least I tried.
I regret quite a few times when injustice happened right in front of my eyes and I didn’t do anything. At few instances I unintentionally became part of it. Those moments haunt me now.
When something bad happens to us we look around and wonder why nobody is stepping up for us, but how many times we step up for others??
Needless to say the whole thing left me in disbelief and helplessness.
But then came the surprises.
My mailing list hit a 100 members! 2 of them are my real life friends the rest of 98 are from WordPress. Thank you each one of you.
Given the fact that hardly 250 to 300 must have actually gotten that comment, this is an achievement, to me at least.
And then came the best part.
I made my first art related sale today.
The opportunity came completely out of the blue. I had complete freedom with my creative process and I can’t complain about what I got.
So, for the first artwork sold in any form the whole process was incredibly satisfying. I literally stood up in excitement and it’s just.. I don’t even know how to word it.
It’s euphoric!
In my darkest times (that haven’t left me completely) I tell my friends that God must have kept something for me too.
I am starting to believe in it more.
And since it’s Sylvia Plath’s death anniversary today, let me share a poem of hers in her own voice (i listen to those a lot). Her poetry in her voice is beautiful dark magic.
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Kindly visit my post Warriors Invited To Raise Mental Health Awareness where I am inviting Mental Health Warriors to submit their blog’s address so that we can join hands to control this wildfire.
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Congratulations!
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😀thank you!
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Congrats on the sale! It feels so good to be paid for your art. 🙂
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Feels amazing. Feels like a dream tbh. 🙂
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Congragulations!!
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Thank you 🙂
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Very Cool!!!! Congratulations!!!
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Thank you Beckie 😊
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😘
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😊
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Brilliant! Congrats on your sale!!
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Thank you! 😀
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Congrats for the sale, the email list, and for the courage to speak up!!
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Thanks a lot. I think we all need to speak up in whatever way we can and wherever we can. Or nothing will ever get fixed.
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Amen!!
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🙂
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Bravo!!😃
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Thank you! 😊
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Oh my, what a wonderful blessing for someone to enjoy one of your creation. They’ve found it meaningful in their way, like you did in your heart. Happy for you.
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I had no idea it would be used in the context it was. The whole thing was such a satisfactory job from beginning to end.
Thank you 🙂
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Congratulations-your success, your way! We each owe Sylvia a debt of gratitude, for not being afraid to show that mental illness is not grounds for secrecy. Keep on with all that you are doing, in that regard, as well.
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Thanks a lot.
Yes. That’s absolutely right. I love the way she wrote her darkest most painful experiences with bravery and remarkable clarity. You can see right through those lines. I wish she didn’t leave the way she did and not that early. But well…
I am on it in one way or other 🙂
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Woohoo!!! Congratulations! I love your art!
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I replied to this too.. what’s wrong with wordpress 😭
Thank a lot, especially for prayers. I know you do. Thank you 😊
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My pleasure…
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🙂
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Wonderful! And great you were able to speak up when something bothered you.
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I had to. Someone has to. Whoever can. Even though it didnt change much but at least people know that they are doing wrong.
Thank you 🙂
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So many things I look back on and wish I would have said something, yet didn’t feel like it was my place. It’s such a delicate balance. Congrats (again) on your amazing achievements!
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I replied to this comment but no idea where that went.
Well. A lot of times I felt it wasn’t my place, and today I regret all those times. And when I at least tried to make a difference or fix something or extend support to someone, today I can have some peace for all those times. It is delicate balance but someone has to try.
Thanks a lot (again) 🙂
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Can’t blame this one on me 😛
It is a delicate balance, isn’t it?. Especially if it has blown up in your face in the past. Just makes you tread a little more carefully I guess. Something we realize and get better at the older we get. I think. 😬
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Yea this time it’s not you. It is. It’s like a curse when you are put in a situation like that. And every time it blows up in your face no matter what, first reaction is always outrage because you have introduced an inconvenient point. Maybe with experiences you prefer staying away from the mess but then doesn’t it bother you later? If you had tried maybe it would have gotten better or someone would have gotten justice?
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I am so reactionary that it’s hard to temper my tongue. Sometimes I am able to remember to let something rest just a bit before reacting but majority of the time, nope. No filter.
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Ahaha same here. But I am kinda learning the ropes of getting your point across in subtle ways. Not easy and sometimes you lose patience but if are hotheaded at one point people stop listening to you.
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Agreed. Ive always tried to maintain an even temper and so when I do lose my shit it is completely “out of character” for me which tends to drive home a point.
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Yea that works. When people don’t expect it or they know if you are mad there’s a strong reason.
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Congratulations! So happy for you! ❤️
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I’m happy too 😊❤
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😊❤️
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Congrats on the sale and for speaking up. It’s not easy. ✨
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Thank you. And yes it’s not easy. I might lose a friend. But someone has to do it.
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Congratulations! #stayBlessed ❤️
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Thanks a lot 🙂
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Yayyyyyy 👏👏👏👏
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💃💃😆
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