That shitty situation again when you are hyper anxious inside but outside you are numb.
You are doing everything in time and still feeling like a failure. Because have of you is winning and half of you is failing.
I hate this.
I haven’t hearing air molecules yet. But I feel I can smell blood from my head which is actually not possible.
But anxiety does play some wierd tricks on you.
You see hear smell thinks that are not around you anywhere.
I have been in a good place mentally but I guess i overwhelmed myself.
I am going to be busy for a month or two and not in a good way.
But I don’t know what bit me I thought keeping myself busy with positive stuff will help me. And couldn’t be more wrong!
Well maybe its helping but its driving me mad too.
Sorry I’m blabbering a lot today.