Went to a dinner thrown by a distant cousin last night.
As I was super stressed already, my social awkwardness was in full swing..
My thoughts last night..
Did she hear me when I said hello 5 minutes back??
Or before that??
Should I say it again? Just in case i wasn’t audible.
Did I hug that lady right I think I went wrong direction again.
Picture…oh God don’t tell me there’s going to be pictures..I just can’t..
I can’t eat.. at all.
I think at least I should keep a smile on my face at least.
And look like an idiot.
Because my serious psycho looking face could be repelling people.
Smile or not to smile??
Wish i came a little early.. at least i could avoid that awkward head turning entry.. people mist have regretted turning thier heads.
Wish you dressed better.
Why I’m wearing slipper everyone is wearing heels.
Should I explain the host why I’m late.. I did explain the 10th time 5 minutes ago, but I still think I should.
Maybe shouldn’t say anything at all..
I will call her tomorrow…
Maybe I shouldn’t have come..
Kindly visit my post Warriors Invited To Raise Mental Health Awareness where I am inviting Mental Health Warriors to submit their blog’s address so that we can join hands to control this wildfire.
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