Hyper panicked!

When for 5 nanoseconds you imagine you got your life figured finally. At least for next 10 hours..

And you can do some poetry because it’s trying to burst out of you, but you dont have time to write or you are afraid you might do injustice.

How wrong could you be.

Phone rings and your life becomes humpyy dumpty.. comes tumbling down.. like, here goes my 6 column planner of tasks, and there goes my coping mechanisms lists..

And you are horrified.

Next you are calling everyone who remembers your name becuase you are having a panick attack and there’s bomb blasts going in your chest like a chain reaction.

And nothing works.

M$*$*÷;=&fu#&$&€#÷£ I just put a face mask few hours ago to celebrate my pseudo-sanity.

And here I am sitting on my bed.

Then I just turned and hide in my blanket.

And close my eyes..

Classic ostrich move, ladies and gentlemen.

Why can’t life be normal for a few more second..WHY!!

but my eyes are closed. All my problem are there but at least I can’t see.

And it had to happen on saturday when the whole plannet is busy as there an alien invasion going on.

The world is engulfed in a chaos.

No idea what’s gonna happen tomorow.

I’m panicked. Hyper panicked!!