Today was a gloomy day.
But I think I needed to be disappointed like this.
First I have been hurt by people who really didnt mean to hurt me, but their actions still did.
It’s a tragic situation and I got concerned about them and how are they navigating through life. Becuase they clearly don’t know what’s out there in the world.
And I know it’s not nice to burst thier bubble either.
I really pray they don’t have to face the shrewed world.
But then something hit me and I was looking at my own to-do list.
There’s so much to do..SO MUCH. It always ends up overwhelming me but I somehow managed to keep my shit together this time.
Then I got a message that sounded too mean. I wrote a reply filled with complaints and anger. It was a sad mad messege. I read it. Re-read it and re-read it again.
And then deleted it.
I have limited energy and a set number of hours in a day.
I’m already late, I have a lot to catch up on.
It’s still a sad mad gloomy day but it’s not worth explanations anymore.