“When faced with 2 choices, simply toss a coin. It works not because it settles the question for you. But because in that brief moment when the coin is in the air you suddenly know what you are hoping for.”
I got the permission to fly and I will be going back soon.
When I realized I will have to stay here longer than my planned trip, I was panicking like a confused chicken.
Then I sort of settled into the situation and actually started enjoying it.
But now, it’s time to go back and I don’t know what to feel.
And I’m in self-induced overdrive because there are a 100 negatives to push me over the brink.
I was faced with the decision and then that quote came to my mind. But guess what, my mind sort of chose both the choices.
There are limitations here and limitations there.
There are opportunities here and opportunities there.
But nothing is same and nothing can be same anymore.
I admit i’m anxious about the covid instructions by airlines, crossing 2 airports, I can picture corona cells spinning like planets in the plane and the worst part that nasal swab test.
There is compulsory quarantine too but that’s something I have gotten used to by now.
But surviving in the new circumstances won’t be easy.
There will be challenges I can’t even predict. Economy..well we all know..
I don’t know what’s going to happen. Im anxious but a very normal level anxious.
I have gone weirdly blank, may be I just exhausted my mind.
Trying to focus on packing and all. Printed out my friends printable as I thought I might be needing them soon. You can check them on the following link: https://www.etsy.com/shop/Wanderingformoney
For giveaway I have so far listed it on 34 sites or so..let’s so how many actually list them. I went for only free listing options as every penny is important right now.
There’s a lot I learned, I lot I did.
Honestly this whole time have been a blessing I couldn’t even imagine having.
I just was at the right place at right time.
This time when I flip the coin, I know I can deal with both the options.
Ever read that quote??
“Damaged people are dangerous because they know they can survive.”
I think that’s the case here.
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P.s. I will be giving away ebooks of my poetry collection Swinging Sanity for free from 17th June 2020 to 19th June 2020.
Kindly visit my post Warriors Invited To Raise Mental Health Awareness where I am inviting Mental Health Warriors to submit their blog’s address so that we can join hands to control this wildfire.