Not okay..

Haven’t been ok for last few days.

Woke up with flashbacks and suicide ideations for 2 days.. its becoming a morning thing.
Im just scared to sleep now, what if i wake up like that again.

I made right calls at the right time. I’m not alone, don’t worry. I’m safe i think.

But i dont know how long its going to take to be anything close to being okay.

I have a lot to sort out and a lot of matters to align or i will freeze for an eternity and when i wake up i will be like a century late to everything.

Pray for me guys.

And you are very important to me. Please take care of your health, covid is going crazy everywhere.

Take care please.