thanks and happy new year!

Just came to say thanks for your prayers. That is just so sweet. And please do remember me in prayer, it’s not over and it’s really hard to cope this time.

Well.

To cope i did what i do best, over-occupy myself to the point of insanity.

If you think self publishing is easy, wait till you have to sell your art…

Gosh i almost passed out today my back literally hurts just to get 1 right picture and figuring out saatchi. Its torture.

I will share with you guys when my little corner is set up right now theres so much to learn.

Well.

Im no more suicidal but anxiety has really impacted my shoulders, that always happens.

It’s coming in waves. Im better but not well enough.

There were days i had to get out of bed just because of my plants.

These babies actually depend on me and look at them thriving.

And my little tomato forrest i dont know what im going to do when they grow bigger.

And look at me talking here, when i thought i will just inform that im better.

Well

2021 has already started here. Honestly, im not excited in any way personally because its just the change of date.

But i wish u all a happy new year.

I hope things get better for all of us.

Sorry for too many typos, i dumped biyani masala to cook a chicken tikka.. i have bad brain fog.

But i love you guys.

Thank you so much for all the comments you guys have no idea of the difference it makes. You people and a few friends are my only left over faith in humanity.

Well. Time to go.

Happy new year. I have too many posts about 2020 but my mind doesn’t let me even look at them right now.

You all are amazing, thank you for staying here and tolerating someone like me. A lot of people abandoned me just because my life was messed up.

Thank you for being here.

I always always pray for you all.

Take care.