I just saw notification that it’s my blog’s 5th anniversary. But today is such a hard day.
We lost C, one of my closest dearest friend who gets mentioned here too but I we both chose to reserve her identity.
I got the news last night and it’s… I can’t even explain the painful emptiness im having. It’s maddening.
I came here to write because this is where we met. She contacted me in 2018 and became a very important part of my life. It’s like we started talking and we never stopped.
She was one of the most beautiful things that happened to me here now she is gone…
I can’t stop hearing her voice and can’t stop waiting for her message.
I’m just broken.
I am so very sorry. I can only say just let your feelings happen. So sorry.
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that’s what i would tell her when she lost someone. and now i realize it was easier to suggest. she was such a gem
thanks for kind words.
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So sorry my dear.
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thanks for kind words.
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Take care.
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im trying.
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🤗🤗🤗
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So sorry for your loss x
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thanks for kind words. xx
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Xxx hugs
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xx
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Peace be with you,
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Ameen
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So sorry for your loss.
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thanks for kind words.
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Sorry to hear about your loss. Hugs ❤️
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Thanks for kind words.
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I’m so sorry to hear that. ❤️
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Thanks for kind words.
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Oh wow, so sorry for your loss. Hang in there.
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I’m trying
Thanks for kind words.
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Sorry to hear of this. A loss of one so dear is heartwrenching.
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I’m broken. 😢
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I can understand completely. My best friend is in hospital znd the prognosis is not good.
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Oh God. May she get better soon. Ameen
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Deeply sorry for your loss.
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Thanks for kind words. Pray for her.
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Yes, Anen.
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That’s awful. I’m so sorry to hear that. Hugs…
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Thanks for kind words.
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Of course, friend!
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thanks
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I am so sorry you lost such a close friend. One of my besties was told she is riddled with cancer recently. She is being so strong, but I am heartbroken at the prospect of losing her soon. So deeply sad. But she has such a strong faith. I admire her so much.
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C’s mom is fighting cancer.
Since i lost my mom to cancer i would hide alot of reality from her.
nobody imagines we would lose her. she was so strong she picked me up in my darkest times. idk what to do without her. im so anxious all the time.
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I’m so sorry.
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Thanks for kind words.
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I am so sorry! You are definitely in my prayers at this time!
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Thanks for praying for me i need prayers I’m so lost without her. and Please pray for her too.
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So sorry. You are in my prayers.
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Thanks for prayers, i need those.
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I’m so sorry to hear about your loss.
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Thanks for kind words.
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Prayers for you.
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My deepest condolences ❤ May C rest in peace.
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Ameen.
Thanks for kind words.
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My condolence, friend. Hang in there. It seems like every year gets worse and worse.
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it seems I’m just losing people, seen too many deaths recently. it’s painful and scary.
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I know the feeling. I went to 19 funerals in the past 3 months. Be safe, take care of yourself and try to keep some positive thoughts on you at all times. It’s scary times, sweetie. You must keep your head up.
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oh God my head hurts. you were right. it’s getting worse everyday.
i try. i try not to completely fall apart.
thanks Nenad.
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I’m sorry. There are no words for the hole that death leaves. The grief gets softer with time, however, a reminder of the one you lost. Sending you hugs.
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i’m such a confused mess without her she was so good at helping me and she was always avaiable. and now i’m distraught and anxious all the time. it’s not a hole, i’m just lost.
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I’m so sorry. That’s really all I can say. I wish I could fix it for you. The depth of your pain is a reflection of your capacity for light, but knowing that doesn’t help as much as one would think when there is grief ❤️️
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thanks for understanding and being kind. honestly this is all one can offer and this is all there is. And that’s all i need. Thank you!
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My heartfelt sympathy.
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thank you.
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Sorry for your loss. I hope your blog family kind provide you with some emotional support.
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luckily I’m with my family, and friends and blog family has always been supportive. but no matter how much support i get it’s just not enough. nothing seems to work.
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Hugs! Love will keep her close to you.
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thank you!
she will always live in my heart.
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I am so sorry for your loss. Prayers for healing and comfort.
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thanks for kind words and prayers.
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