I just saw notification that it’s my blog’s 5th anniversary. But today is such a hard day.
We lost C, one of my closest dearest friend who gets mentioned here too but I we both chose to reserve her identity.
I got the news last night and it’s… I can’t even explain the painful emptiness im having. It’s maddening.
I came here to write because this is where we met. She contacted me in 2018 and became a very important part of my life. It’s like we started talking and we never stopped.
She was one of the most beautiful things that happened to me here now she is gone…
I can’t stop hearing her voice and can’t stop waiting for her message.
I’m just broken.