Blinding screaming chaos!

I feel like a molecule bouncing here and there voilently. A lost confused molecule. I am crying and I am laughing. It's too much happening at once. When I saw the daily post leaving the hardest feeling that hit me was fear. Fear of loss. Something that has successfully crippling me throughout my life. Fear... Continue Reading →

Re-Admitted – Reblog

Next I am reblogging a post by our lovely Barb. I won’t say a lot here just that..I just love her!
There is so much honesty in her writing it will make you feel every syllable of it.
Please go pay a visit at her blog.

Bipolar Barb

Thank you all for your support, love, and encouragement during what has been a difficult time. Much love to you all. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

IMG_0680 Being admitted to Behavioral Hospital. Photo provided by author

As some of you know, I was in the emergency room on Friday, March 23, because I couldn’t stop self-harming. I was there from 4:00 PM until about 6:30AM the next day, when I was transferred to, I’ll call it, Behavioral Hospital. It’s a mental institution, but calling it that would be self-stigmatizing.

I was transferred because they didn’t have any beds at ECT Hospital, which devastated me. I like the psych ward at ECT Hospital, and know what to expect, especially because I was just there in the beginning of March. I was scared when the ambulance arrived at Behavioral Hospital.

IMG_0681 Just got home. Photo provided by author

But I ended up loving many of my fellow patients…

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Poem; Difference. – Reblog

a poem that I just have to share by our friend Lawrence, who blogs about his struggles with bipolar disorder with honesty and eloquence.

Being bipolar.


Difference scares

Facing a different person

Is facing the unknown

The unknown scares

The public wants “different”

But they cannot handle it

They cannot understand it

They want an outside the box view

Yet they live inside

Where they are comfortable.

For us, it’s a bit reversed

We don’t know or don’t want to know

What is inside the box

As we are living and operating outside of it.

Until we find a level playing field

We will never be accepted

We are different

We scare.

Peace and serenity

Lawrence Copyright© June 2018

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