Felt like talking..

One of those days when I just want to talk. And i have been talking non-stop past few days. it's insane Hate to admit at one point I had to take xanax. I just hate to admit and I dont recommend it at all its just that I was going out of control. It was... Continue Reading →


Numbness It’s a glass bubble Nobody deserves to be trapped in You see people talking But you can’t hear them They can see you suffer But they cant help you You are holding your sanity tight But it keeps slipping away Like sand from your hands Like soul departing a body Leaving it gray Withered... Continue Reading →


I have been stuck in an emotional tornado lately and i actually started losing my grip on reality. It's hard to explain. Honestly at a point i thought i might have to leave this place. One moment i would go numb the next moment something would hit me like a bullet. Well..That's life for you..... Continue Reading →

Important observation

Okay people Something important. Normally when somebody follows me I receprocate, except if its purely business site and something I don’t understand, which is very rare. But sometimes I can't access the site. I know its weird. It leads to a page which says author has deleted the site. I got to know when I... Continue Reading →

Speechless (updated)

I am at a loss of words... My entire dictionary just got wiped out.. ................................. ok..update.. I was actually writing a post when this notification popped up and I couldn't write after that. It served as pause button. Baby stoner is 1 guys I had planned so many things to say on this occasion and... Continue Reading →

1000 Followers..We Did It!!!

Look what happened Un-fucking-believable! Yea.. I woke up to this notification. My first reaction??? And then for what must have felt like a decade at least I was smiling like a doofus staring the screen. Guys I am not even kidding it felt like a dream. I knew this will happen soon and I was... Continue Reading →

Another avalanche

The maddening urge of dropping the mask pierce a needle through your heart You have to shut you rib cage and hold it in place Or you might explode into thousands shards Sometimes i feel like a cheat. Fraud. But what if your mask is a part of your skin. Stitched with painful experiences. Or... Continue Reading →

Sharing the light

My Grandpa used to say, “whatever you give to this world will take a full round and return to you”.  I grew up to realize it was just another phony quote. Life wasn’t fair. Then I gradually learned it was actually true. The thing is we expect it to return from the same source/person. Like,... Continue Reading →

To survive another day..

All you need is..  - Food (well this is horrible example of food, but i only have picture of this) - A little bit of madness (yup! Had to. Or i would have died with anxiety) -And amazing friends... You guys and my 911 gang (wish i could show you idiotic selfie a member of... Continue Reading →

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