I don’t know where to begin, the background story behind this one is size of infinite jest! And I’m tired, as always. So. I took this picture of my living room few days back and loved the color theme going on here. After that I googled portraits for reference and found one. Now here’s a... Continue Reading →
Had that weird itching in hands that doesn't go until you sketch/draw/paint something. There's no other cure. So, I took a piece of craft paper, a charcoal willow, my charcoal pencil (black, white and green) that I secure with tape, and kneaded eraser. And this happened. Initially I tried to follow a reference image but... Continue Reading →
I see darknessWith eyes wide openIn broad day lightHas the sun stopped shining?Or stars have diedTo ashes as greyAs dead eyesLike wounded smilesAnd withering memoriesFew moments of joySwallowed by liesOr just like forgotten soulsWho faded from our livesOnce they ascendedTo murky skiesOr specs of kindnessThat flew around like stardustBut the wrath of fateTorched those poor... Continue Reading →
Found this incomplete poem in my notes when I was looking for a letter I keep updating and never plan to send. Well. It was written in july and I have no idea where it was meant to go. Might or might not conplete it later.. When the world Whipped in bewilderment Cold wind stirring... Continue Reading →
Sobs of torment Sink into pillows Burn in rage Like a wild dragon Growing mighty With every cry As every tear Feed the anger And.. With hate Bubbling in heart And vengece Brimming in eyes She waits... For the moment Her wings are strong To take a flight And wreack a hevoc For demons Who... Continue Reading →
I heard that knock again The soft tapping on my door I slowly tip-toed my way Secretly Just like you tread in my dreams I rest my hands on the wood For what felt like a lifetime Felt it, like I felt your existence Standing outside my door I wave of grief and joy Drawned... Continue Reading →
Those magical nights are back again When the sky hypnotize me And stars devour my sanity I lose track of time As I lay on the sky above And count waves of the ocean Glowing below, as they charge To the lonely shore And I look at passing cars They look like fireflies Going home... Continue Reading →
The sky thundered in my throat And clouds tased someone on the horizon Baffled raindrops fell in my coffee Maybe they were trying to help me I was drinking tar, thick bitter sour... The darkness hovered over the town Sending people to their homes Like ants crawling back into their holes And here I was,... Continue Reading →
In connection with last night's verbal projectile vomit. https://stoneronarollercoaster.com/2020/07/03/tragedy-artist-rambling/ I crack writer's block with art. or any block with art. Art is my mental drain opener. Here's result of the latest art attack with supplies used. …. Copyright © 2020 stoneronarollercoaster – All rights reserved Kindly visit my post Warriors Invited To Raise Mental Health... Continue Reading →
Continued to https://stoneronarollercoaster.com/2020/07/03/tragedy-artist-rambling-part-2/I am circling in that loop of honor we call self-doubt, again!Apparently self pep talk isn't working. And peers pep talk isn't working either.I questioned my own decision and then answered them as if I am talking to a mirror.Took hours, days coaxing myself into believing "it is ok"There's a problem with options,... Continue Reading →
