Had a busy day was out with sis and co. all day. Staying away from home is a great help but you cant sleep on road you have to come home to same blank space. Its crazy. One moment you are a warrior next you are just numb. I dont know what i am right... Continue Reading →


Numbness It’s a glass bubble Nobody deserves to be trapped in You see people talking But you can’t hear them They can see you suffer But they cant help you You are holding your sanity tight But it keeps slipping away Like sand from your hands Like soul departing a body Leaving it gray Withered... Continue Reading →

Barbed Wires

As I coiled Carefully These barbed wires Around me Preparing myself like a sadist For the inevitable tragedy I kept folding and wrapping Until, I couldn’t see my body And then I waited for the roaring doom To crash on me, ruthlessly The circle was closing in And it was impossible to flee I knew... Continue Reading →


So I finally called dad after what felt like ages.. It must have been 15 days or so.. I got an alarming msg from my sis, she said dad wasn’t able to talk he didn’t sound well as he is seriously insomniac and hasn’t slept in 4 5 days, he just naps for few minutes... Continue Reading →

A Tightening Circle

Yesterday, I got a call from a friend of mine. She is a family friend actually and not a close friend. Few minutes into the conversation she said “I think I am falling into depression. And I am having anxiety.” Now. I am all too aware with these 2 word. My first thought was “nope.... Continue Reading →


Worries are evil sluggish vultures Sitting on your gut Pecking you Nibbling your flesh Savoring you…   While you stare at the gory image In horror In despair Powerless…   Waiting for the merciless creature to consume you to the bone…   When you could shoo it away Topple it in one blow Only if... Continue Reading →

Terrified Fidgety Beast

And here comes my favorite word! Where were you all these months??? *shooting kisses all over* Being savage was my thing! I somehow learned to conceal it with age as it wasn’t socially acceptable in our society. I was a weird unkempt un-groomed socially awkward girl with zero tolerance for bullshit whatsoever. I could kill... Continue Reading →

Hollow Shell of Skin

What does depression feel like??? You are staring into the huge dark abyss Longing to get a glimpse of a fleck of light Hoping a firefly would show up miraculously But it doesn’t.. Instead its darkness starts eating you It reaches your eyes and travels to your core Forming a hollow deep dark hole in... Continue Reading →

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