Good Afternoon, My Friends.  Happy Hump Day to you all!  Hope your week is going well so far.

As some of you know, I just started this segment of working on me last week.  Reading self-help books and trying desperately to keep my anxiety at bay, as well as my emotions intact.  To be honest, I’m realizing this is not an easy task, but I have no other choice but do this on my own at the moment.

Back in March, I learned that my Medicaid Insurance cut me off with no warning.  The reasoning was that I earned too much through my Disability.  In my opinion, “That’s a load of shit.”  One sum per month, with expenses taken out in order to survive, and they just cut you loose without evening knowing what the individual is going through.  I’m without my therapist and my psychiatrist now since that time.  

A lot of us claim to be humble.  Humility is the idea that we are not the best.  We are not the only one out there.  There are many like us, many better than us.  We can acknowledge our skills, but not brag about them.

But at the same time, a lot of us (without telling others) act as if others are more important.  It seems to be related to humility, but off in a self serving way.  Contradictory, I know.  I’ll try, but no guarantees I’ll get it out right.

Humility is a spectrum.  One one end, you have the “not humble.”  That person who says they are the best and acts as if they are the only person on earth who can do or say or think that way.

Then on the other end is the “humble” person.  This person will serve others needs or ideas before themselves. …