Apparently I am going through an alarming natural high that normally hits people in depression. after this you hit a dangerous low. That’s what Sam the champ says.
Dad was suddenly too happy before going manic. Hope it’s not that. Another friend says its not.
I am going through some serious calamity. Don’t really want to ruin my cave of solace by even mentioning this assholery.
I will be out of the mess in less than 2 months.
And it’s going to be messy scary painful everything bad you could think of.
But what am I doing??
Dunking myself in raw coconut oil.
Yesterday was hard but baby pandas saved the day
Wait I will get back to coconut oil let’s go by sequence.
So yesterday was shittyass day. But my friends stood by me all the time I am so blessed I can’t imagine. and baby pandas too
On the other hand I didnt even get a text from family to ask if I am alive..its been 3 days. Let alone a call..
But I am not surprised really.
So at night I wasn’t feeling ok. I shouldn’t be left on my own right now so I start talking to my awesome girl
And she said something amazing.
She said focus on your biggest dream..big picture and little things..don’t focus on the disaster which is bound to happen but it will pass.
I felt so much better.
I slept with this thought.
And I woke up a clown!!
I went to kitchen and I was like..ok so I have to pack coffee dripper too..
And then I just looked at coconut oil and that 1 look did it.
Next I knew I had it on my teeth (mixed with turmeric) its awesome for teeth. On my face neck hands and I was enjoying the spa day. Sprinkling rose water simultaneously… I can be really fancy at times.
I was like..ok we have another disaster but I want to GLOWWWW!!
So now on I will keep on updating you guys.
We gotta enjoy this crazy ride.
People are assholes they wont be nice either way..
I am GLOWING!!!!
Kindly visit my post Warriors Invited To Raise Mental Health Awareness where I am inviting Mental Health Warriors to submit their blog’s address so that we can join hands to control this wildfire.
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