Massive Avalanche of Words!!!

If you are in a rush and have important things to do, you can look at pictures, the text in bold & italics and skip rest of the text it’s mostly me ranting.

I finally managed to take picture of a butterfly in our plants, it wasn’t too easy because the moment you move they start fluttering in your face and then just fly away.

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Now to the rant..

Right now I feel my who life is going through this massive upgrade where every program is updating on a different speed and it’s annoying AF to say the least. Sometimes I feel like I should press the cancel button and end the whole upgrade, but that will push me back to nowhere.

Qualification issue

So I have 1 process going on with the audit/accountancy body I’m an affiliate of. They are asking for a document from another authority which I can’t get now thanks to the big upgrade and they are not understanding, no matter how many documents I send them.

Sometimes I feel like saying “do you think I’m enjoying this? Or you are enjoying this…”

I can only try and wait and try and wait… until it sinks into their mind or finally I manage to get what they are asking for.

Reblog Issue

Somebody reblogged my art post and conveniently received praise for my original work from  a reader who didn’t realize it’s a reblog, because they never mentioned it!

And when I’m writing a comment under my own post they are not approving it. They have no contact form where I can reach them. I have told them to remove my post in comments and again they are not approving my comment, it shows awaiting moderation.

This is the link to the reblog on their blog, 

https://ndichusdiary.wordpress.com/2021/11/16/art-and-the-process/

and they have no original content of their own on the entire blog and just reblogs so I really don’t know what’s going on there. The whole thing is bothering me. 

I really appreciate everyone who shares my post but you can’t take credit for my work which took a lot of thought and effort. Not cool.

Them intentionally not approving my comments is sketchy.

Any suggestions?

Anything that can be done?

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Certificate correction

A document of mine has a typo which need to be corrected and the correction is taking too many department rotations, too much time and almost all of my patience. There’s nothing I can do, it will be only fixed when the department eventually fix it. The process of correction has already been initiated.

Investments

I had been researching for days and laid out an investment plan, but suddenly every market went bonkers everywhere!

For me, things are still not terribly bad. I can wait for market to get to the point where I wanted (which it will) and then execute my plan or I can execute the plan now regardless of the situation and let the circumstances take the lead. I can just let things be and do nothing. 

I think I will go with the first option here. It’s a well researched plan. 

Or maybe mix of 1st and 2nd option.

Assignment

I was offered this assignment but it’s pretty time-consuming and with too many other pressures I’m afraid I won’t be able to do justice with it. So I won’t take it for now. It’s loss of money and experience but if I take it, it will be loss of my left-over sanity. Sanity above all!

Study

I had to take online courses. I really should start them but I feel so occupied mentally.

Taking break

Ok this one is the weirdest. Everytime I try to take a break and think about read something, or watching a movie, or just sketching, I feel guilty. I feel like why I’m doing this one thing when I have a million more important things to do.

This is the actual problem. My whole mind is a tangled ball of multi-colored wool. And I can’t seem to find a way to untangle the whole thing. I know things will sort over the time. When this whole upgrade is over, my life (hopefully) will be more sorted.

Oh about hope…

Remember that post about my little mint leaves, we all thought they died. They shriveled were just hiding in soil and now they are back up! So I have named it ..hope…

Meet my little friend Hope.

And my acne! OMG!

I miss my clear skin! I like fireworks but not on my face! Just fucking leave my face!

Ok Rant Over

Will really appriciate your suggestion about this reblog issue. 

Thanks for reading if you made it this far. You guys are the best!

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